ugh people. So two days ago was thanksgiving. I thought it would go over terribly but it actually went okay. It was the night and day after this that were horrible.
So i couldn't sleep becuase I didn't take my seriquil. (a sleep medicine that also helps with depression.) I didn't take it becuase we didn't get home until late and I wanted to wake up in the morning to go shopping. BAD IDEA!
I was fine in the morning until about noon when I started to get tired and went home. I found out that noah (my boyfriend, best friend, life saver, and future husband) wasn't going to be coming home until late on sunday. I was overtired, overhungry, and REALLY pms. Also I was having a really bad anxiety day. So basically I cried for HOURS because I couldn't see him. Also I cut myself, alot.
I've still got some left over anxiety but its starting to fade... he'll be home soon and then I'll hopefully start to rebound.
On a happier note I'm going to see NINJA ASSASIN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!
